The day 3 without Cheng Zhi Hao.

The day 3 without him. He called at 5am. I chatted with him for 1 hour. I do not know why, but i sense the change in him. He seems to have change back to the guy before I know him. The playful and not serious him. The Zhihao who loves me and who I love seems to vanish slowly. I really wish to find back the Zhihao I love, but i do not know how. This trip to back to peep at him, I decided to meet him and find out the answer. If I cannot find back the Zhihao I love, I know I have to keep that Zhihao in my heart forever and accept the truth that he is not coming back.

I went to the temple to pray today. The god told me that keeping silience is the best pratice and I decided to do that from now on. I believe my prayers will be answered. God bless.

I miss the Zhihao I love, I really do...
Please come back Zhihao...I really need you.
Zhihao, I love you.


本来-同恩

下雨了 站在玻璃门里头
并没有 总是挂念着我 你带着伞来接我
夜晚了 只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知么安抚 太任性的我

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
已经过去 雨伞和雨衣 不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后 来不及了
手写的留言对象已经不会是我

停雨了 不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候 还是不太想走
太晚了 只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去 雨伞和雨衣 不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后 来不及了
长长的简讯对象已经不会是我

走在湿溜溜的红砖上
沿着导盲砖试着假装 的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点 该几点回家

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去 雨伞和雨衣 不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后 来不及了
对不起长大太慢 害你遗失了我
抱歉 让你白费了这么多