The 2 day without Cheng Zhi Hao.

The second day without him is as unbearable as before. He did not call nor sms. I wanted to call him so much so much....but I just cannot face myself listening to the endless ringing in the phone, but no one to pick it up.

2 years may not be long....but we have gone through so much. From hiding of this relationship because of our age difference and our working relationship to be at last, understand by everyone and receiving everyone blessing. It is not easy. We got hated by people, people telling us we will not work out and everything, but we truly love each other so what else matters?

Distance might have brought this relationship apart, but i know in my heart....it has never brought apoart my love for him. He has asked mi umpteen times to give up and i promised him i will. Yes, i will give up this relationship, but i will never give up my love for him. For me, just a peep from far to know that he is happy and doing well...im satisfied.

I made this decision. I did not get to see him once after the break-up and that is my regret. I know I have to see him, just take a look at him from far. So, I have decided to go back on my short break and take a look at him. 5 hours of flight just to take a look at him is worth it. Without him knowing of course. This is what I really want to do and no one can stop me.

Zhi Hao, I love u.

再一次拥有-龚诗嘉

我想念去年的冬天 下着雪的那一夜

你给的温柔 紧握的双手

温暖整个寒冬

失去了曾经的拥有 在你离开以后

带走了笑容 只留下寂寞

忘了幸福是么

没有你的夜特别的漆黑

只能闭上双眼去感觉

没有我的夜 谁在你身边

代替了那个从前

能不能再听一次说你爱我

回到还在你怀里的时候

能不能让我 再一次拥有

曾属于我的温柔

能不能让我 再一次拥有

曾属于我的温柔