Thursday, July 29, 2010

The 7th day without Cheng Zhi Hao.


The 7th day without him. Why am I not feeling any better? How long must it takes to lessen my pain? I do not know. It has been a week which I live without him. I wanted to call him so much so much and I wanted to sms him so much so much. But I just can't. I can't face the fact that he will not reply my sms. I can't face the fact that he will not pick up my call. And I can't face the fact that even if he pick up my call, he will sounds like he don't want to. The last few times I called him, he answered and said, "做什么? 找我什么事?" I miss him when we were still together. I can call him whenever I like, whenever I miss him, and without any reason. Everytime he picked up the call he will call me "Dear!" and not ask why did i call. We always ended the call with a "love you", and that no longer will happen again. It just breaks my heart to just think of that. I wish I didn't come here to study if I can have a chance to choose again. I need him more than anything, I knew it myself, so why didn't I do something for him when he wanted me to? Why do I have to realise everything when it is too late to do anything for him now?
Zhihao...I'm sorry for everything....
If time can turn back, I will make the correct decision to stay by your side...
I'm sorry, I love you.
分手第七天-黄湘怡
很想知道你最近过得怎样
是否还像以往 不多话
很想拨通电话问你好吗?
却怕听你声音会更伤
分手第七天 就像永远
对你的思念 一天加多一点
分手第七天 就像永远
每当闭上双眼 你就在我眼前
你就在眼前
很想握你的手 重新来过
却知不可能的事太多
分手有时不是为了谁错
只能默默接受着心痛

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