
The first day without him. Today is the first day i live totalli without him. Waking up in the morning seems more difficult than usual. Thinking about him for the whole day is unpreventable. Heart is aching so much so much.
2 days ago, I hang our ring with my Guangyin pendant juz like he did. I hold the necklace tightly and prayed to Guanyin niang niang to let us fall in love with each other again and give this relationship a new life till forever. Maybe I am thinking too much, but Guangyin Niang Niang seems to give me an answer. Less than 5 mins after i prayed, a pair of loving birds flew into my garden chirping happilly. After that, they flew to a tree together on the other side of the street. The tree are grown very near to another tree behind it....I noticed the heart shaped formed by these 2 trees. I hope Guangyin niang niang answer my prayers.
Today, while sitting at my garden, i saw this 2 birds playing on the heart shaped trees again. I feel happy for them and hope me and him can be like them one day. Wandering the house for one whole day, the scary night falls in again. I knew very well in my heart that he will never call....but the silly me still willing to sleep by my phone every night to hope that 1 day I can listen to his voice telling me again "Fei fei, I love you."
Zhihao, without u i am nothing....I love you, my dear....
说了再见-周杰伦
天亮了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到
说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调 你说好不好
说了再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好
你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕
我的手 忘不了 你手的温度
心碎了一地 捡不回 从前的心跳
伤心过去 我无力逃跑
说再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好
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