The 17th day without him. I miss him again. Trying to leave him out of my mind...but i guess I still need some time. Has been busy with my school work....but whenever night falls in, I will miss him terribly again. Not as terrible as the beginning though. Maybe he is right, time should be able to heal. He loves his freedom now, so I should not be selfish. He often says, being with me he felt restricted. But is everything were to start again, I will give him the freedom he wants. Sometimes I may be thinking for his own good, but why did I never think of his feelings? I really learned alot in this relationship. I might not be able to be together again since so many things happened, but I will not make the same mistake again in the future.
Wondering did he miss me? Did he think of the memories we had? Do we have another chance?
I'm naive, but loving someone can be naive, isn't it?
Zhihao, I love you....
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